He Wants What Isn'T Mine Poem by Guarded Heart

For him, it's over and done
He can pretty much have who he wants
In a short amount of time, he'll be gone

And here i'll still be, waiting
But there's no garuntee he'll really come back to me
After all he wants what i can't give
A life that is only half-way mine, is what i live
He already has what i own
He's taken whats mine to give
I don't want it back, i won't fight him
But there's a selfishness within
No matter what he has, he wants more
To take me from here, no stipulation, to be with him
And i'd never blame him, because i know how badly i want all of him
It's a shame no matter how much i sacrifice
Someone else still own my life
I can't give all of me to him
I only control my heart, my mind, body, and soul
He already has all of those
And though the access is there
My life is owned, undesirably so, but it is owned, held captive
i can't have it for years yet
And i have to wonder 'is he that patient, that he'll wait for me'?
If he will wait until i am free