Heart Aches Poem by Elle Jay E..

Living in the moment.
Cant think about that time.
You said you didnt love me as much.
I never thought you'd make me cry.
I sat and wondered why you blamed me.
For your own mistakes and hated team.
It was your fault you went to jail.
Not mine I know.
But you blame me for everything.
And whenever I try to go.
And stick up for myself.
You shoot me down like a bow.
You ignore the truth im talking.
But keep up with the smack your saying.
I cant stick up for myself anymore.
I need you like I need chocolate and clothes.
I need you more than I want you to know.
Im dependent on you.
Your're like a drug.
A worse one than the thugs.
That you hang around.
While your loitering around town.
With your bandana on and the blue crew with you.
You're mean to me but im so dependent on you.
You can lie and cheat.
But I cant say a word.
To one of my guy friends.
You act like its absurd.
And when I try remind you.
Of this cruel truth.
You just ingore me.
And beg me to forgive you.
But not until im on my knees.
Asking you to take me back please.
You have it down to a science.
You know how to play me like a gameboy on a good day.