Here We Go Again Poem by Autum Foster

Just when I accept the fact we were never going to speak again,
I could deal with that,
You pop up, my tries in vein,
Falling in love, this really is lame,
But there is one thing, on which I'm unsure,
Am I in love with you, or the idea of you?
I'm still trying to think this through,
Trying to get over you, my tries in vein,
I took a ride, and through the rain,
It got me to think what I like about you,
Everything? But that can't be true,
Everything? There's just no way,
Words need to spokes, thoughts I need to say,
I look back upon those times,
You used me, abused me and made me cry,
If I could have just one wish,
It would be for you to dissappear off the face,
Like you never exsisted, without a trace,
Then maybe I wouldn't be so confused,
My head can't think and my heart is bruised,
Use me, abuse me, make me cry,
Even if you don't love me, please, just lie,
Please, use me, at your will,
I love you, I love the thrill,
I guess that's it, I've fallen for you,
Use me baby, you know what I'll do.