Hmmm Poem by pringle popper

Alone again,
At night in my bed,
Whirling thoughts,
Inside my head,
Wondering is it me you want,
Or is it just the thought?
I've learned the hard way,
From the lessons I've been taught,
To control my temper,
At all costs,
But still I'm sat here,
Feeling so lost,
You won't open up,
You keep it all in,
I will do what it takes,
I'll repent every sin,
But every time you do this,
That blank look in your eye,
You've got me questioning,
And asking you why?
But you swallow it down,
With even more booze,
Not even bothered,
What you stand too lose,
A loving family,
A house to cal home,
A future wife,
So your never alone,
I hope that you stop,
Before it's too late,
So I'll lay here in bed,
And for you I'll wait.