Holding On Poem by sin kinnee

ill try and laugh it away
then you can have your laughs
you think that its just harmless play
by really, it feels like attacks

i paint myself with cheer
but you can see a few cracks
my joy that seemed so pure
has many smiles that lack

i have been threw so much
and sometimes i want to die
it feels like im losing touch
... i want to give death a try

dont try and care
you wont get my mind
you know its only fair
its only a matter with time

you dont know me
or what ive been threw
so just let me be
and this wont be true

THINK about these things
THINK before you act