Hopeless Poem by i am not crazy

It’s senseless feeling this way
When it’s clear that you’re unwanted
When it’s clear that everything’s fruitless and desperate
Going further and further until you achieve nothing

It’s hard being in love
Especially when that someone doesn’t love you back
A look at the sky and I see millions of stars
And I am confused…
Does it represent the chances I have?
Or the millions of people who are like me
Hopeless

This pain….. This pain that I can’t explain
This pain I can’t contain
This pain…… it’s insane
This pain…….. Imprisoned my brain
And pain locked it forever

But I realized….. It’s better to feel this pain than to feel nothing at all
It’s better than deadened
And after that I’ll sketch a picture of myself
Hopeful again……