How Do You Look For Something That's Not There? Poem by Fallen Too Far

i just want to look at him and say
love me, damn it, love me
but he never looks my way
just walks by
oblivious to anything

i think
if there was ever a day
where those words escaped my lips,
it would be today
because looking in his eyes
i feel an extraordinary pain ripping me apart
and i want to Know what it is like
if even for just one day
to be loved

but, i suppose
there is no forcing someone to love you
that would be ridiculous
so i will do nothing
but smile
and laugh a little
and hide the pain that i feel inside
because after all
there is no cure
for what you cannot diagnose