How Is This Right? Poem by Kathryn Brookins

Tell me this is not happening! Not now, not ever!
How will I manage without you... I can not, not forever!
I knew this day would come, but when were old..
Not now, not like this, this is not how it was to be foretold.
I have loved no other as I have loved you...
and I know that I will never, no matter what others do.
You are my heart and my love, and I remain loyal,
you are my rock.. to me you are royal.
I can not turn my eyes to another, and I refuse to..
My life was intwined with no one but you.
I know you are gone, you have gone,
nothing about this feels right, its all wrong.
I can not avenge this, and yet, I want revenge...
how could this happen? ? What is this hate binge?
I will live my life in honor of our love..
and I will join you with our creator, above.
When the time comes, it will be us again...
A new chapter we will begin.
I miss you so much, and my heart is turning to stone..
I can not believe I am without you, I am here, I am alone.

By: Kathryn Brookins