How Many Times Poem by Carrie Bennett

How many times
Have I tried
Suicide
How many times
Do, I wish
I'd died
So many it
Isn't funny
I'm always blue
Even when it's
Sunny
How many times
Have I loved
The answer is
Two
Never him more
Than you
How many times
Have I ended
Up alone
Wishing I could
Just go home
Go back to
A simpler time
When you were
Mine
At least in
My bed
That's all that's
In my head
How many times
Have we had
Sex
I was hexed
By who you
Are
Not the kind
Of car
You drive
You make me
Feel so alive
Wish you felt
The same
How I love
The sound of
Your name
On my lips
Your fingertips
On my skin
Why'd it have
To end
At least you're
Still my friend
But I still
Want more
You make my
Heart soar
When you're near
How I miss
You when you're
Not here
How many times
Have I written
About you
Yeah
How many times