I Am Sylvia Plath And Decide To Commit A Suicide Poem by Ghazal Ebrahimzade

I am Sylvia Plath and decide to commit a suicide
Before night, before midnight, before any incident spoils my intention that goes totally upward, or any single communication proves it is life: generallymoves on haphazard, neither do I want be introduced as a horrible criminal never been merciful to grandiose thought in keeping self magnified or words very elegance. Away… don't look at me in this way since reality is so horrified, since I'm a goddess with only one eyelying beside the lake and playing with water flowing on the line of the green jungle what we call it life to shot the fingers on heavenly drops and sing the song of eternityto confess: I'm not as honest as other gods attached to the mirror of the wall with four eyes to reflect therealities ofpeople of come and go, creating flickering and shaking atmosphere over my sights that makes me semi- blind whenthree other eyes remaining behind the mirror andone eye -goddess is not trustworthy enough in exposing themurmuringsofthe woman reposing on river side in pledge of tuning the song of solitude with silent outcry:
LaLaLa *** La La La*** LaLa La ***

My Love:
How creative you are, not cruel at all, just very creative in exploring the long distance between doves of love and very cunning in employing people to excavate a chasm of agony, torturer and blood between you and I… I' me Sylvia Plath and decide to commit a suicide, before maroon crimson night, before children know what their mother really decide, before horrible fish rises abruptly inward to devour my heart or demolish all my beauties of ladylike in shadow ofyour last statement warned me" for whatyou are still in dark? "
Dark! What a brilliant statement in the first and last and lost time, on duration of nights insomnia or feeling nausea when autumnalrain attacked the yellow red leaves to fall to forecast thatunity is so far. When nights' owl very kindly repeats your heartdark…dark…when the mirror broken, eyesspatter on all over the world, god and goddess remain eye less, completely blind, and our last reminder…your last medal on my heart still dark.
I am Sylvia Plath and decide to commit a suicide.