I Can'T Really Say Poem by kayla fountain

why do i cry a tear for you
why do i care for you
why do you not answer my questions
the way i linger to hear those sweet words that once warmed my heart
it seems i can't live a day without you

these words that made me bleed my own blood
these words that meant nothing to you
those words i gave so carelessly
i can't live a day without you

it seems my days are closing up
i keep opening the door the one i always slam shut
i can't really say that i no longer love you
i can't really keep this inside