I Can'T Relate To You Poem by Eman Awad

I can't relate to you,
i can't let you happen to me.
I've to follow through,
the signs of life given to me.
I'm a black hole absorbing existance,
and i won't stand taking in your beautiful being.
It's out of my hands, i've no resistance,
after all i'm just another corrupted human being.
Your ideas of the world are,
quiet similar, to mine a long time ago.
I envy you, glowing like a star,
and i'm forever empty i come and go.
But you, you came here to stay,
and you go, to leave a scar behind.
I can't make you a memory one day,
but still, you're always on my mind.
No heaven bent to take my hand,
death is a mercy i don't deserve.
I'm hanging between sky and land,
i'm the sight, you won't reserve.
People turn their heads embaressed of me,
they pretend they never saw me or knew me at all.
Saying, she glew one day, she had a reverie,
but the devil him self came down to claim her soul.
Don't relate to me,
i can't relate to you...