I Can'T Remember. Poem by Natasha Wellington

i Can't Remember How or Even Why;
You Said Your Goodbye,
i Can Remember The Look on Your Face,
it Was Like i Wasn't There; Gone Without a Trace,
i Can Remember When You Walked Away,
But i Definately Don't Know why You Didn't Stay,
Stay For Me, Stay For Us?
i Can't Beleive i Lost Your Trust.

So No Don't Comfort Me,
Because You Had The Key,
You Had The Key To My Heart,
When You Said We Would Never Be Apart.
The Stupid thing is i Beleived You,
In All You Say and Do.

But i Ask Myself often,
is it Worth Fighting Everyday,
Just To Lay,
Just to Lay Beside You,
When Even You Can't Be True...

'So Much For My First Love'
Which You Honestly Just Gave a Shove.