I Cant Imagine..... Poem by Soumi Mukhopadhyay

I am big..I am elder sister..
Always loved my sister...
Always responsible and full of attitude..
Never felt anything I could have else..
Before I met u..
When I met u..I never felt any void in my life..
But as tym grew..I realised my childish nature..
In front of u I dnt hv to big or responsible..
I can be a little child with big eyes..
Though I dnt know u fr so long..
Yet u r close to me enough..
U are my big brother as I said..
But sometimes u confuse me wd ur nature..
U behave like a lost child in a fair..
Trying to fulfil all ur desires holding my hand..
Sometimes so mature that I fear..
Sometimes like a kid with all demand..
Sometimes it seems I am elder than u..
Like a mother I hv to take care of u..
Sometimes like a younger sister I demand to u..
U are like a umbrella in my storm..
Who soaks in rain to keep me safe..
U hv a hundred sister like me I know..
I have also many brother..but no one like u though..
Why do u love me and care fr me so much..
Don't do that..I am not worth much