I Don't Understand Poem by Kelvin Rush

I don't understand but that's ok
I'll go through life in my own little way
I'll laugh and joke and smoke a joint
We're all going to die so what's the point

I don't get angry or stressed anymore
Even when the bailiffs turn up at my door
I invite them in and give them tea
And tell them not to worry about me

I maybe as dim as a concrete brick
I maybe aloof and a little thick
But I'll go through life in my own little way
I don't understand but that's ok