I Dont Know What It Is Poem by Silence Dogood

I dont know what it is.
Maybe your laugh or your smile.
Thats got me turned around.
And living in denial.

I just cant explain.
What I see in your eyes.
When you glance my way.
And give me butterflies.

Everything I write.
usually depressing and sad.
Its filled with a love.
I've never even had.

I dont know why.
When I know nothing about you.
Your just another boy.
But why do i act the way i do?

I cant stop the smiles.
The insane love I feel.
It's out of control.
Yet it's so very real.

You've changed me.
I didnt realize until now.
You've got me backwards.
You've got me turned around.

What happened to the lonlieness?
The feelings I had before?
Maybe its this crush.
But it feels like so much more.

I dont know what it is.
Maybe your laugh or your smile.
Thats got me turned around.
And living in denial.

Because i love you.