I Hate Myself Poem by Bella Andrade

I hate myself
the darkness never ends
How long can you continue to live in misery
When your soul is ripped, and there's nothing available to mend...
yourself?
Earlier years, left reson to still beleive
Now, many paths later, leaves you convinced, theres really nothing to achieve.
I hate myself
I only hold on for others sake, but my will has been so weakened
My only thoughts are of the last breath I will take
I see your little smile
I feel your loyal stance
The two of your are all that holds me
But, in this life, it's obvious I've missed my chance
I hate myself