I Hope You Want Me Back Too Poem by Samarah Essler

I'm trying so hard to be strong,
but my tears are showing that I'm doing wrong,
I can't help but cry,
I keep asking myself why,
and the answer that I get,
as I light a cigarette,
is I'm really missing you,
I'm missing everything you do,
I'm missing your comforting touch,
oh how I miss you so much,
I go to sleep alone at night,
feeling and knowing that its not right,
I know you go to sleep alone at night too,
I just really want to be back with you,
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused,
It hurts so much my heart has paused,
I'm trying to stop the pain inside,
but its really hard I've tried,
I'm trying to rely on myself,
but what I've done to you,
makes me want to be some one else,
I try and think good things,
I sometimes wish I had wings,
so I can fly away to a better place,
to the place where I can see your face,
I'm sorry I'm so in love with you,
my love for you is so real so true,
I'm sorry for my mistake,
now all I do is ache,
I didn't mean to do what I've done,
I can't be with anyone else but you,
your the one,
I'm going through these days,
and I've been changing my ways,
I don't want you to feel anymore pain,
I wouldn't want you to go through that again,
some one so special and sweet,
the one that i want to keep,
I'll show myself and you,
what I can do,
I don't want to lose you,
I'm telling you so true,
their isn't anyone else for me,
your the one who holds the key,
all I want is to be back with you,
and I hope you want me back too.