I'Ll Live On But You'Ll Die Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

The rain was pouring and my heart was inflames
the fire was burning and driving me insane
I ran to my widow and threw open the shades
I look into darkness and saw the light fade
I ran to my bed room to unlock my door
The pain rushed threw me as i fell to the floor
I turned and looked to my blood covered hands
My heart was jumping but i still didn't understand
what had just happened? did my vision go gray
I couldn't move so their i just stayed
I studied the colors and the way that it felt
I tasted its texture and the way that it smelt
My vision was blurring and my hairs went on end
But i tried so hard to think this was all just pretend
I moved to the kitchen and looked at my gash
My eyes darted behind me and then i felt a slash
Tears flooded my eyes like they would to a damn
I threw my body at him as if i were a ram
I tried to claw out his eyes and his hair
He threw me on the floor so that he could bare
My body to his and he kissed my wet cheek
Told me to be quite so that he may seek
the way to weasel his way into my heart
but that bloody coward was only tearing me apart
I cried out in fear as he looked into my face
But some how i wondered could he really take the place
Of the one who i admired and the one who i cared
I couldn't help finding my self starting to stair
into his blue eyes and i looked into his soul
I wanted to steal it and take full control
But their i submitted to an endless pain
that slowly made me go insane
My mind became twisted and my hand shaking with distress
Cause i couldn't push him off me and he didn't here my portests
My eyes became locked and my cries were now vicious
I pushed him off me and then my grin became malicious
I tore at his frame and ripped out his eyes
so he couldn't see me and tell me those lies
I pulled his poor body into the pouring rain
I tugged at his dignity and this made me sane
Or so i would think but i know you'd think less
Cause i wasn't the one who came to confess
the bloody massacre of my poor restless love
where his frame now lingers in a tree high above
so no one can see him or feel his vibrations
the one that takes away all your expectations
so be wise just as i was and walk away quickly
cause you'll learn that he's a monster and his kiss is just sickly
so i pass on this word to make you see clear
remember to lock your doors and open your ears
listen to creaks and sounds in the halls
cause you don't want to be like me and have to fall
so i walk away with my head held up high
cause if this ever came up, you'd never see me cry