Forgive me please
If lately, i havn't seemed myself
To much on one mind
Only yesterday i wrote of happy things
I was delighted to see you
Be held by you, be loved by you
I try not to let her stand in the way
I keep pushing her back
And yet she resurfaces
I'm frightened by what she does to me
What she turns me into
Someone with the desire to kill
I can't believe the things i just wrote
In my previous poems
How guilty i feel
I lie here now and cry alone
The monster she made is gone now
And i stand back in her place
I swear its me, don't be afraid please
I feel the hatred draining away
And my usual smile in its place
But i can't take back the angry things i said
I don't feel its right to apologize for my words
I'm only sorry that for a temporary moment
That i became a monster
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Dont be sorry for how you feel, if anythign thats stupid, you are who you are, we all have our demons, and yo have just been intouch with your demons lately, always be yourself even if its a little dark....later doll