I'm Sorry It's Stupid Poem by Veronika Bitkina

I'm stupid jealous person
and don't know
why i care
you're there,
you're happy:
awesome!
i should be happy
here..
But i don't know the story..
Is she your girl or what? ?
Your life. Your territory.
Your everything.
You're there..
It shouldn't really bother.
I shouldn't care at all.
just look at others rather..
Why hurts so much my soul?
I shouldn't see your pictures!
Notifications off! !
It's like cocktailed mixture
of smile and pain.. and both..
Can I just sleep and fade away?
and don't wake up tomorrow?
why in the world i have to stay
where you don't care.. it's sorrow..
Just want to hide from all the world
why? why? why? why? why? why? ?
why? .. why? ? ?
It's so not fair, I shouldn't care! !
What have you done
my..?