its not fair to him that
i just don't understand
why i can't be in love with both of you.
he tries making sense
while i sit up on that fence
doing what you always told me not to do.
i can't realize
that he's not on my mind
i try to fake the smile thats burning up my face.
he says i love you
and i know its always true
but i can't decide how to get out of this place.
and heres another letter
that i'm writing to you
i've got my foot in my mouth
and i'm twisting the truth
cause i know how happy it'd make you if i cried.
but i miss the way you made me feel
when ever i failed
and when life gets me down
and he never bails
but i know that i can't make it work this time.
i love you the way he loves me
its you i'm becoming.
i make him wait the way you made me wait
and i say that i'm sorry
i hate apologizing
and i get why you never could really change.
i know that you don't care for me
half as much as he does
but when you said you meant it, i know you did
and i'm so worn out with all of this
i just want you and i can't tell him that.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
love is what it is. sometimes the most honest words are the hardest to let out.