I Miss The Twilight Poem by Keith Anastase KAMOSSO

I watched the sky turning blue
Days turning nights
But none of them felt the same
Because without you nothing make sense anymore
It takes more than dying quietly to forget about you.

Missing your arms around me fells sad
Walking alone chews my soul
What is going to help me from this solitude?
Nights are so long and icy
Days are so many and loneliness.

I open my window and stare at yours
The dark dream comes into my mind
Even if I see I don’t recognize what is the image
Because of your beautiful face haunted in my head
I don’t know if I live anymore.

Many times as I bring all think of you
I don’t feel so alone but not the way it was supposed to feel
Maybe you miss me this much too
Because when at night I look in the sky I see stars dancing
And that keep my heart on rhythm that you watching too.

Countless minutes
Unnumbered hours
Numerous days
They took my life from me
They killed me unhurriedly and painfully.

Every time I close my eyes and try to lie-down
I never fall asleep, not even once but my eyes glimpse
It feels like I am ice-covered
And blood is not circumnavigating in my veins
But just like I am dead

I hate the mornings because I know what they bring
When I am in shower
Feeling water flowing all over my skin
Reminds me the way you used to touch me with your warmly hands
But now my body is frozen to death.



Until when I will suffer like this?
Now it’s like I can’t take it any longer
My lips are wobbly, I bleed myself dry
I am broken in pieces and I know you are the sole to bring them back together
I want feel breathing; I want to be US once more.

I want to see the sun shines
As I want to see the nightfall and the twilight of the day
I want to go to bed and rest down
I want to have dream like I used to
I want my twilight back

You know I need you in my life, not because I miss you
But because I can’t be without you
I miss you so greatly, not because I should
But because I LOVE YOU
And you know I LOVE YOU SO.