I Ramble Poem by Wondereyes Blue

So I'll listen to songs and chorus will sting
I guess baby your words
Still haunting me
I laugh when I want to cry
And stare at sky
Wanting to die
Take my last breathe
And end this pain
It's seems to you I was just a game

So many years so many tears
Our baby grew
And you held her hand
While I watched him sleep
It keeps me going when he sleeps
Peacefully
Knowing your words won't hurt him
Like you hurt me

So I'll carry on and keep my head up high
my dreams seemed to crash
When you went away
You caused an ache
Something that always seemed to stay

Look at me playing victim
It's making me sick
I'm finally done with your tricks
I gotta block your words
And start living again

Even though my heart
Has lost its will to love
And I've been undone
My soal has a different shade
It's doesn't shine bright
It's tarnished grey
Guess I'm changing for the better
No one will stand in my way
I guess surviving means not loving at all
What you've done
Is done
And I've built my wall
To survive each day
I'll won't care at all
Truth be told
It's easier than I thought
To close my heart
Where you left deep marks
I'm stronger now
So no one will ever test me
These cold blue eyes
Will never shed more tears
My heart is burning
Show no more fear

Your girl is gone
She's been replaced
By a darker figure
At a point
You will face
And her black heart
Surrounded with sharp torns
You will no nothing
And see no emotion in her eyes
God help you
This is no disguise
She is dead and
What is there but
A dark shadow who will enjoy
Your disgrace
Look what you made
My dear
I will show you pain
Your cruelty
In the end will be my saving grace