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Wednesday, March 5, 2008

I Think Shes Breaking

i think shes breaking
i think shes breaking
i know im shaking
i know im shaking
strangled in her hospital bed
im strangled from these tears i'm fed
where she lays, demented in the head
i want to be there, but in fear
i dont see why she wont dropp this
is this real, after all these years
i wont show up as she reuested
i know, i know
but i have to respect it
yearning for a figure to dwell on
im losing myself as i go on
the amount of people i have lost,
countless numbers of hearts and souls
gone away like all the others
crawling away from this pain
i know who i've become
why cant this disphoria go away
i want to just be the same
not after her, she? , no way
i knew as i was younger
i would reach a day
where all that i've become
along my trip from hell and back
i would reach this day
all i want is change
to make life better
now and forever
i'm new to this world
counclings no glory
but i know i'm trying to
dispite all the blood
tremendously gory
mother
i've come to discover myself
i'm sorry your not in good health
i'm sorry i never tried
maybe if i did,
you wouldnt have to die
i know i never had the chance
to make a real difference
i know you dont want me
i know, i'm gay
i get it, but i want you to stay
you were never around
i know, im not 'church bound'
i know you said you hated me
i know you still do
Brittany Marsh
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COMMENTS
Zubaida Boland 07 March 2008
i'm really sorry to what happened to your mother your poem sounds so sad my heart goes out to you if you want to make a change do it for yourself it will feel better
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