I Try To Pull Out Poem by Guadalupe martinez

I love the way freedom seems to be
When you are by my side
The world stops
Until there is just us
But there is no us
Did you lie…?
I can’t bring my heart to it senses
There is no us
There is no hope
But why can’t my heart understand?
I try to pull out all you memories
But I get lost within
And I spear some tears
I HATE IT!
And when I finally pull out
I’m empty …
Why do I always screw up?
I try to stay away
But my heart won’t understand
I try to stay away
But I keep coming back to you…
Is it love …or loneliness?
I can’t decide…
But I know I keep making the same mistake
Always afraid to be hurt
I’m dead and gone
Sometimes I’m cold
Sometimes I’m warm
But at the end is not enough
Why do I still here…?