I Wish... Poem by lilly mandrell

I wish I could say I hate you.
And mean it even half the time.
But for now I'll just say I love you.
Because thats how I really feel.

I wish I could just block you from my mind.
And not think of you all the time.
But for now I'm going to talk to you.
Because you can make me happy.

And I wish I didn’t write every poem about you.
And for get that you were what you were to me.
But for now I'm going to write you another.
Because I need you to tell me everything is ok.

And I hate that I'm writing this as I'm talking to you.
And I cant just let go, know it well never be.
But I for some odd reason wont forget.
Even when I know you have...