Idiotic Ramblings That Make Sense Poem by Kandayia Ali

It's always something underlying, never what it is at face value. Most people think of themselves as straight forward and the same way everyday; 'keeping it real'. You are lying to yourself. The mindset you carry from what you have been through is what makes you who you are. What you are going through is what causes the constant change in your character. We change like the weather, even when we think we are the same as we were yesterday. It shows at different times. Most spend their whole lives trying to find themselves and lose themselves instead. Truth is, we only confuse ourselves when we give ourselves boundaries.

I'm forever changing, never the same, my heart is the only thing brings forth the balance. If we use our minds, the battle is far harder, because we think too damn much to begin with. The heart is only true tool for making decisions- it feels more than you know. We take this for granted by putting up brick walls of defense, weakening ourselves. Once you stop feeling, you make crazy decisions, you have no regards for others. We get a gut feeling before something happens, EVERY TIME. We don't listen cause our mind tells us something else, and we blame our heart for the outcome. Follow your gut, that's the real inside of you talking. The gift that you were given to make the right choices in life.