; Idrk Sadness Song Poem by Dario Hogan

Trying not to cry, hoping not to die.
Why do I have to live this horrible life of mine.
Every night I felt like making cuts to keep myself in line.
If it wasn't for my messed up mind I'd have the perfect life right now, but I always seem to plow my self further into the ground.
Theese voices have me looking around. Somethings controling me its been in my history for as long as I can think It brings me horrible memories.
I'm happy very scarce but noone cares.
If it was up to me there would only be nightmares, you know the monsters you sometimes see when you go to sleep, ?
That's me, they take over when I start to weep.
I know its bad it makes you mad it makes me sad but from what I can tell it happens at least once a week.
Speaking of the weak take a look in the mirror, all you'll get is a cold hard stare masked by the lies of facial expressions because when you leave this earth you leave your corpse and he doesn't look happy he looks mad when if it is you where's the other emotions.
And I'm tired of theese stupid notions of what a good or bad life are I just compare life to a good or bad car.
If its good it'll get you far and fast if its bad it'll to nowhere last.
And look at me writing a song because I want to live in an imaginary world where we all sing along, well guess what sometimes even I'm wrong