If I Could Only Find The Words Poem by martin Gedge

POEM " IF I COULD ONLY FIND THE WORDS " by martin gedge

Deep inside this heart of mine

it's a game of tug of war

and every time my tongue gets tied

my mouth just shuts the door

I don't know if the feelings real

or playing tricks on me

and I always wonder to myself

if this was meant to be

It gets so hard to concentrate

as I look to see a sign

I toss and turn and often burn

your face into my mind

my nerves just get the best of me

whenever your around

my life becomes a circus tent

my heart becomes the clown

I stumble like a drunken fool

on thoughts to miss my lips

I don't know if I'm good enough

or good at sinking ships

these building blocks of confidence

is just enough to stand

no artificial artifact

or sacrificial lamb

In my dreams she's beautiful

as nature would of guessed

to walk into my world one day

and beat into my chest

I know the feelings right to me

but failure hard to shake

dealing the delivery

taking chances on the break

I dress my best to put to test

my sweet and boyish charm

and feel the heat into my feet

another false alarm

I had this crush in winds of gust

to blush my self control

that time we met I can't forget

that light around your soul

your smile that surrenders me

with the innocence of night

the fire in a summer song

the drift of candle light

your star to fly around my heart

in gentle swing we lay

if I could only find the words

then you would hear me say...

by martin gedge ©