If I Do This Poem by maya crisol

If I do this...
If I do this...
And when they find me...
When they find me...
lifeless in a pool of blood
how would they be...
oh how would they feel

don't make me think about it...
I don't wanna know
i wish i didn't have to care
I just wanna go
i just wanna go....
i can't feel your words
i can never understand a thing

i am lifeless...
i am torn
like i wish i was never born
i see my mirror
i am beautiful...
i am beautifully wasted
i am nothing, i am no one.....


f#&k rhyme!