maya crisol Poems

If only i'd understand your true intent...
but with a broken trust, was it all meant?
I always think we'd make it to the end
started believing, tried to comprehend
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I never thought I'd see this day
When I would give up on you
But I've done it all...
i gave my best to you
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Will it matter if...
we bleed ourselves dry?
where our souls must drift
will it matter why?
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holding this blade....it seems like forever
I would love for it to touch thy skin
painfuly....and oh so beautiful....
I would love to taste this pain
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I started out expressing my thoughts...
pouring out my heart and soul
i never planned to look around
i just needed a pad to write my thoughts
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I'm not ok..
and no it's not ok
i simply couldn't tell u what i feel
i didn't want you to know how you
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i feel so numb and void...
with a blank expression on my face
i feel a chill in the air...it's cold
i realized my mouth was gaped open
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If you're looking for a site
where expression is your right
Forums are not best to carry out your plight
Forums are full of shmucks and bitches
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Tonight...
I never felt this lonely
yet i couldn't even cry a tear
for whom
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a weary voice across the line
feels like shattering glass
flying off and piercing fast
right across a gutless spine
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