* If I Meant That Much To U Poem by angel lockheart

If I meant that much to you,
Why couldn’t you wait?
If I meant that much to you,
Why did you push yourself onto me?
If i meant that much to you,
Why are your answers to my e-mails so short?
If I meant so much to you,
Why are my blood tears on your hands?
If I meant that much to you,
Why do you ignore me?
If I meant that much to you,
Why the first night I was gone did you turn to her?
If I meant so much to you,
Why did you wrench my heart out,
Rip it into itsy bitsy pieces,
Strike a match,
Set it on fire,
Gather the ashes,
Through them over my bleeding body,
& leave me there,
To die?