If I Told You.... Poem by angie lampkin

If I told you how I felt would you care
Would it just pass you by like the wind?
I have had hard times but this is the hardest to bare
My heart is small and empty like it's been.

What you did made it even worse
You lied, used and played with my heart
To me you are just a puss
Cause in the end you were the one that tore me apart.

If I told you how much you meant to me
Would you stop and think
Maybe we could still be
It all happened in a blink.

Couldn't see what was happening
Until you ended it
I was clear with what I was saying
But you made it hard for me bit by bit

If I told you how many nights I've cried
Everything that I was feeling at those moments
You would then know the things you put me though when you lied
You made me feel like my so-called angel wasn't so heaven sent.

I couldn't believe I let you treat me like that
Believing every word you said
After all you did to me im still standing strong
Even with all the horrible memories in my head.

If I told you I loved you
What would you say then