*if You'Re Listening Poem by Christopher's Dead

Just between the darkness and your smile
Lay an infinite chorus of inconspicuous resonance
Like light passed through reflections in self-contained waters
The moment I tried to catch you was already too late

I'm not gonna sink this time
I will sail the sorrowful cracks of emptiness
Until I have appeased your angel

The car is still parked up on that hill
Overgrown with barbed wire and bloody pedals of roses
The last place I had seen you before I choked
If I had another night, I might have you back

But I'm not gonna sink this time
I will sail the sorrowful cracks of emptiness
Until I have appeased your angel

I tried to stare down that endless grave
The coffin lay unsteady within the rocky ground
And the breath you took that blew the breeze against my neck
I still felt you there, I still feel you here

How could I resist?
The temptation that's leading me closer to falling
To be right next to you again