Im Feeling This Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

Im Feeling This



Have you ever wanted to just kill yourself
to close your eyes and imagine seeing that darkness forever
Have you ever been pushed as far as hell
wishing you could escape more than ever
Did you ever think maybe theres no point in it all now
whats the point on staying
Did you wish you could turn it off somehow
to be able stop all this useless praying
Was there ever a moment when it got real bad
and you found yourself staring at life
Was there ever a moment when you werent sad
and the only way to make you live was to start the fights
How do you stop these awfull feelings growing
when you know one day you could give in
How do you begin to stop knowing
that its your fault the feelings win
I wish i could erase them now
but i'd still be giving in somehow
I want to stop these horrid thoughts ruling me
but im stopped by all the guilt and regret i see
Maybe it is time to give it up and end it somehow
have you ever wanted to just kill yourself?
Im feeling this way right now

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Anna Geraghty 06 December 2018

That's where I am at the moment.

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