In Rememberance Poem by Jacob Courtney

Here is to the past. I toast to you who are gone. Everything has changed since you left. Would you be proud of me today or ashamed I wander. You always expected the best from me and I have tried to do that. I always admired you and looked to you for guidance. Without you in my life I wander for years in darkness placing blame instead of thanking him that you were no longer in pain. I wish you was still here cause I wander what you would say to me. I miss you warming smile and your loving heart. I didnt get to see you but for short few years of my life. Yet when I think and talk of you I remember the good things. You always had a smile and I never once saw you cry. Even when the time I saw you, you laughed and it made all of us happy to see that before your last breathes. You are my hero in life you gave your all in everything no matter what it was. You lived a long and amazing life. In a way I am pleased that you are at rest now no longer in pain no longer worring about things in this world. I hope to see one day. In fact I look forward to it and when I do I'll give you hug cause it may be many more years before we see each other again. Until then I will keep you in my heart and remember as you were. A fun and loving person to be around....