In The Mirror Poem by No Reason To Care

when I look in the mirror
I don't like who looks back
I always feel
so cold
so dark
and black
I'm never myself
not even when alone
I feel like my heart
is made of stone
because I'm always crying
I'm always sad
I'm never happy
or even glad
I'm just miserable
my life feels pointless
I don't care about my life
I could care a less
about my shattered heart
about my broken soul
not about my memories
and not even if I'm hole
I'm empty inside
I have been for my life
and tonight I will finally
pick up the knife