Inconsequent Poem by Zakhele Anigon

I wanna love you a million times
Love you until your scent is one with my skin
Kiss those lips
The masterpiece of heaven that you stole
Cause you're a thief
You've stolen my heart, my mind, my soul
And you left me with nothing
Nothing but the hope that you will return once more and allow me to breathe
Cause I can't breathe
Not when we are apart
I lost my breath when I looked into your eyes
When I thought for the first time that I knew
But I knew nothing
I know nothing
Nothing but how madly I need you
And I am one step beyond desperation
Cause in this timeless addiction there is no escape
And if there was I wouldn't want to find it
Cause that would mean to leave your lips, your eyes, your hair, your skin
And that shall never happen
When a man has tasted ambrosia there is little that can hold him back
And I have
You fed me
And that taste was so sweet that I still wanna lick your fingers to get some more
You made me a God
Then you took it all away
You left
You got on a ship and headed away taking with you all my hopes, all my dreams, all my life
You only left behind inspirational pain
But that's ok
I know how to use it very well
I will navigate the darkness just to find you
I will come across the sea
And when I do I'll claim back my breath
I'll take it with my lips from your mouth
Then I will use half of it to smell you, to touch your skin, to grab your hair
The rest of it, you can have it back
You are free to enslave it once again when I look into your eyes
I know I shouldn't but I can't
I can't resist those eyes
Their look is so warm that it feels like I have a heart
Like it's still there and you never stole it
But the truth is that you did
And I am not sorry about it
Cause I would rather spend half a breath holding you in my arms
Than an eternity without knowing what you feel like
And I have spent more than just a breath
I must be getting lucky
But my luck I cannot appreciate
At least not enough
Cause I want more
I am dying for more
But life is not about getting what we want, is it?
Well I don't care
I know how it is to be a God
You showed me
You taught me
Day after day and night after night through you I learned how to take on the world
And I won't let it go to waste
Heaven and hell should tremble as it begins
Cause I will force my way through anything in this world to get where I want to be
And I will stand before you strong
Stronger than ever before
Stronger than the cage that you keep my heart, my mind, my soul
But it doesn't matter cause I don't want them back
You keep them
I will take yours in exchange
But I won't be as bad
I will give you the key to their prison so that you can see for yourself that I am taking good care of them
So now you take good care of my own
I hope you can
I hope you will
Cause in the end they will be your most precious belongings