Innocence Life Poem by zion anisius

Want to shatter down this darkness infront of my eyes
just to see the light behind it.
Want to shatter this emptiness with in me
just to feel alive once again.
Want to close my eyes for a moment and dive myself into the silence cause pain is just to real to hold.
Want to shatter this loneliness behind my eyes just to see the meaning of love.
As the broken pieces comes together as one, I realised I am not the same anymore.
No way, its sureal.. I guess...
I am broken into million pieces,
I am drifted towards the cold winds,
I am lost within my painful soul,
Am I alive? where is my happiness?
I guess I am lost within me to ever feel alive again.
Love is buried behind those tears and
Trust is lost behind those scars of lies.
Pain is just a routine lost beneath the innocence.