Insane World Poem by Jessie Li here

Im caught in my own little made up world
Lost in a place Im supposed to know
My little scared mind
I control it but I dont

I can wipe you off the face of earth
Or keep tormanting you
I have magic and can destroy every little thing
With one word

Im silent and deadly
Sitting in the corner
Youre just waiting for youre death
You know its coming

My insane little world
Confusing
Magical
And just completely different

Are you afraid
Im useless
Powerless
Pitiful
Here

Out side my speacial little world
I wish such things were true
But nothing is possible outside that world
Everything is real

I cant control anything
Im forever lost
No one can find me
Im losing both worlds

Im going insane
I cant tell the difference betweeen either
Theyre both nothing
Im just not all the way here or there

Im going insane
Sanity too far away to grasp

March 2006