Inside Of Me In A Prison Of Dreams Poem by Kaspa Richards

Got the most important girl in my life talking to me but I can barely reply,
Coz my mind is tired from days gone by,
So my relationship with her could easily suffer,
And that’s just something that can’t happen
Coz I love her,
All of the issues inside my mum’s home have slowly let my depression grow,
But nobody knows that i’m inside of me fighting the source of this flow,
So I’m sorry I seem quiet or not as happy as those around me,
I think differently coz I haven’t had the time you see,
To let my generation to influence the inside of me,
And I’m sad about that coz when I think back,
How different would I have been if free from this prison of dreams? ,
Or what type of person would I have become,
If I had grown into a perfect son? And please whoever u be tell me,
Will I return to normal back to my age’s scene? ,
Coz if I seem out of touch or I don’t know much its coz I know big boy stuff seems people my age don’t know what’s rough