Internal Pain Poem by Raynolds Moseamedi

Hope is the pillar of my life
,
love left me to rot and die
never had the slightest feeling of joy
The universe gave up on me
dreams are now nightmares,
hate is now my motivation
tomorrow as my inspiration
hoping for a better day
counting months where things were better February, and may
people expect the best
while I know things are getting worse
can't even title my own thoughts
my poems, life is pain
I can visibly see my tears falling with the rain
things are not the Same
My life is in despair
Internal pains in a young mind, this is not fair.