Intolerable Torture Poem by Miral El Nahry

My blood is running cold
I know you have been told
But i'm not surprised that you dont care
But just know you're someone i dont bear
I'm not sorry for what i'm saying.. I only make it seem fair!

I dont want you!
I cant stand you!
Why do I love you, after all we've been through?
Why do I care, when torturing me is everything you do?
You're the intolerable torture in my life..
But i still love you..Even if you're not true..

None of your words, helped me ease
Not even when i scream please..
You just leave me with my worst fear
I wonder what ive done, because all you do is run..
I never dropped a single tear
You dont know that cuz you were never here!
I wont show this weakness
You just leave me in this wreckness
And i'll show you what i can be
So I'll open your eyes to make you see