Miral El Nahry

She only knew her pain
Love was what she couldnt gain
She wasnt that insane
But all her tears were wasted in vain
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Thinking of your face
Searching for a trace
Waiting.. To be with you
All I see is darkness
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She's given it full thought
Her tears, the only things she's fought
Here comes another year of what she fears
'Happy New Year'.. that's what she hears
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You gave it all up
When I never expected so much
But Dont you remember our hands first touch?
Im Still getting butterflies
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Make it ease
Make everything freeze..
Wanting another chance..
For A night of romance..
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A tear slid on her cheek
She knew she was too weak
Too weak to rest her thoughts
Her thoughts were what she fought..
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How she thought this world is empty
How she thought everything is full of insanity
Her mind is her enemy
Her heart was her assassin
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Fake, dull, grey eyes
They simply couldnt read
She counted every tear she cries
Sick of all the misleads
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It's the reason for her tumultuous breathing
Yes, it was her usual weeping..
It's their lying words in her head
Yes, it's the rage she's been fed..
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Dark shadows surround her soul
She's taking the fall..
Her life flashes before her eyes..
How pretty were these days..
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Why hasn't anything been so right before?
It's all a big bore
The world is being sore
She thought it's been terrifing
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My blood is running cold
I know you have been told
But i'm not surprised that you dont care
But just know you're someone i dont bear
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Where has my soul gone
No..I dont know if my life's done..
I dont know where i belong
The Path of darkness just seems so long..
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Why are you this way?
Life..No it's not only your game to play
It's everyone elses too
It's where everyone had grew
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You hold my hand
While we're walking on the sand
You say we'll be Best friends forever
And no one will tear us apart, Never!
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I look at her, she's in another bed, next to me
She's drowning in her deep sleeps
If she was already dreaming, why couldnt I dream too?
She turns and flips, as she breathes
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You're killing yourself slowly
Please dont go..You're my only..
Dont breathe it in
No dont take a sip..
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She thinks she's alone
She just feels all on her own
She could only feel the pain..
And her horrid shame..
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Im Afraid..To let you see..
How without you, My life would be..
But I dont care
Anything i have, id always share
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Im Not Even weeping
I only Watch You feed
On My pain.
Im Not Even bleeding
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