Ironically Poem by Andrus Cassian

Coming back home to you
in my head, that was the plan
my very wish
It's been three long years since I've seen you last
and four long years since you performed heart surgery upon me
The story between you and me
I've written countless pages
spent endless days trying to forget
while sleepless nights in mid fright all I could do was remember
My love, my hate
dissipate, materialize back into my arms
they miss you, they despise you
If I held you once more, would I grip with love
or would I coil like a snake around your neck
Could I even bear to see you at all
All the times I think I have finally found the key
to the hidden lock around you
shrouded in an array of flames
a skull and cross bone warning
I, the believer of myself a hero to save my princess
the skin you shed rises the veil above my eyes
to the sorceress you have proven yourself to be
along with your toad of a so called prince
an ugly manifestation of love I know will just fall apart and crumble
so is your tale with everyone who stumbles in your path
Unfortunately, I'm just a fly in your misshapen web
you crazy black widow
yet I find I would defy nature
defy all who would tear me apart from you
even my chaotic self, even you...
No...I'm just speaking the words of the protective
cause I refuse to let your happiness sink below mine
stolen before some useless fairytale prince
who is just a villain more wicked than Pluto
tricking poor Prosperina...
All I wanted, or so I thought
was to come home to you
but I sit here in my room, my personal cocoon
wishing to be the savior of your happiness
the hero to save you from the disease of loneliness
but ironically you ripped away my happiness
when you departed from me..
but ironically you infected me with the contagious disease of loneliness...
so like a snake I coil around your neck in my dreams
but like a kid whos been away from his mother too long
I wrap tight and refuse to let go in my heart
but in my cocoon I drift off to sleep
the fly wrapped lazily in your misshapen web