It'Ll All End Soon Enough Poem by Jni Willingham

No one knew that we would end so soon.
I thought we would last forever.
And so did you.
I can see now that it was just a stupid fantisy.
You let go to soon
To soon for me.
I liked you for you.
You liked me for what I had.
For what I could give.
I truley loved you.
But you secretly hated me.
I'm sorry if I ever did anything to hurt you.
Because belive me it was not intintional.
I loved you with all that I was.
Oh, but don't worry I still do.
You will forever be in my heart.
This pain has yet to subside.
But trust me it'll all end soon enough.
I've found someone new.
But still.
I can't seem to get you out of my head.
I need to get it through my thick skull that your gone.
You are no longer mine.
You are her's.
I am his.
It hurts to see you two together.
I can't bare to see that site.
It kills me inside.
Your over me.
But I am not over you.
I'm afraid that this will last forever more.
I just want it to end.
I don't want to feel this wreched pain any longer.
It's horrific.
Scence you left everything in my life has ruined.
everything is falling apart.
Nothing will ever be the same again.
Everything will be different without you by my side.
I wish I could hold you at least one more time.
I've tryed to tell my self that your gone.
Oh, so many times.
I just can't seem to comprehend it..
I miss you I really do.
And I'm pretty sure you miss me too.
But I will never know how you truley feel.
Because when your in that deep,
afterwords you just can't stay friends.
I want to talk to you..
I want to See you..
I want to touch you..
Just once more,
if only for a moment,
if only for a minnuet,
if only for a second.
I'm longing for you.
I'm hoping for you
I'm wishing for you.
You are always on my mind,
no matter how many things I have to think about.
You will never know how much I truley love you.
Because you won't even talk to me.
I miss and I hate you.
But most of all,
I LOVE YOU,
With everything I am.
No matter what happens or where I go,
You will always hold one half of my heart.
Maybe even the hole thing