Jealous, Envy Poem by Tina Dang

I'm so jealous,
so envious.

Everywhere I go, I see people so much in love,
Why can't I have that special someone to hold and think of?

Then I get a lil upset seeing couples holding hands,
Wishing I had someone to do that with going out, making lunch and dinner plans.

I feel down everytime people are showing public affection,
Just because I haven't found the one to make that special connection.

My condition has worsened,
Not being able to have my own special person.

No longer feeling jealous, envious, upset or sad
The feeling of lonliness, emptiness comes that I wish I had never had.

These feelings are draining me, affecting me; physically, spiritually, especially emotionally.
All I ever wanted or ask for is to be loved by someone unconditionally.