So ther I am
Completely alone in my bedroom
Lying down on my bed.....alone
No candles on
No music
No phonecalls
Just.....silence
The sweet escence of roses
.....gone
But theres something in my room
Something I can feel.....
A storm
My tears....just like the rain
My eyes are the dark clouds
My screams are as aloud as the thunders
Scream.....scream
Cry.....why?
Why didnt I change?
How can it be that I kept being so childish?
Why couldnt I make her happy?
Why didnt I enter her heart?
More tears, more screams
And the night goes on.....
Until finally....
Slowly, very very slowly
I fall asleep
Lost in my dreams
Living my dreams
I dreamed about that day
Just as I imagined
Just as I planned.....
The day I would ask her to be my girlfriend
Her bedroom....full of roses
Playing the song 'In My Place'
Candles on...everything so perfect
I was hiding in her closet, just as I planned
Waiting for the moment she would enter her room
.......Minutes passed by
And she finally entered
Her face...with that big smile
So happy
So beautiful
Simply....perfect
I come out of her closet
Hug her
Kiss her....
Her lips, soft as silk
I hold her hands
And ask her to be my girlfriend
She smiles.....and when she is ready to answer
I wake up.
It was another dream
Just a dream....but it felt so real
......so romantic
......so perfect
......but its just a dream
I could feel her lips....sweet and soft
Her cheeks.....
I could feel her touch
I could listen to her voice....
Saying 'yes sweetheart'
But instead
I listen silence.....
Dead silence.....
I cant feel her touch.....I feel pain
Its 4: 00 a.m
And Im still waiting....
Waiting for 'yes sweetheart'
Waiting for her kiss
Waiting.....
Waiting for something that will be and always be
Just a dream.
'Baby dont you worry
I want to be the man
That you want me to be'
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Very well expressed....but dreams are just dreams....its just time to move on...