Just Let Me Poem by Audrey O'shea

Just let me brake the skin, just let me push the knife thru, everyone

takes, makin me so thin, until all air is gone n im lost within you. i sink,

my soul hides inside, every time i blink, n ive messed up again as

everything i love about me died. i catch the old me sometimes, at least

its something, now all ive got r these words with no meaning that

rhyme, and i know i only feel nothing. i always give, people step to touch,

wondering if its me that lives, or some one lost to loving someone

entirely too much. i dont know anymore, my thoughts r always jumbled,

i know im always sore from bone to core, becus ive lost my love n to

the hard floor ive crumbled. why do i always give what i got, i only want

one single thing, in a screwed up web im caught, n more sorrow ive

known to bring. i dont know what to say, everyone gets up n leaves,

toneless words carved to stay, of things never said between u n me.

anything i speak, im jsut a stupid blonde, im cringing n becoming

weak, n its so god awful hard to be this strong.